Nervous.
Thesis submit soon..
Dear me, don lazy ya!

Thesis countdown:
draft-1
binding-6
Submit-10

Feel tired for the whole day...
Dance rehearse from 4.30pm till 10.30pm
(of coz got break for dinner 6-7pm).

Dear, thanks a lot.
I love you. =)

Keep washing my hands with the soap for the whole day.
I worry that my eyes have not fully recover and spread to my bf and his sister (Im at his hse now).

Yes, I did support the Earth Hour just now.
I bath in the dark because I was just finish my dance rehearsal at Puchong.
I was enjoying the bath though it was in the dark.
Feel warm, comfortable and refreshing!

today- the very last thesis presentation. FINALLY!!
slept for the whole day!
no mood to think abt my thesis.
rest.....
tmr only continue!

Yesterday, a friend of mine in MSN told me that Tawau - my hometown got flood. Firstly, i thought it was just a minor incident and thought that the water 'circulation' not good therefore caused some places immerse. After that, once again I have told by my primary schoolmate about the flood through facebook. She captured down the scene and uploaded in her facebook profile. It shcoked me after I've seen it. The water in the big drain in Tawau which saiz is similar to the drain of UM had spilt out.

Tawau, I didn't back for a long time. Don't really know how it become now. The only thing that would not change is the traffic jam- from 6.20am-9am, 12pm-3pm, and 5pm-7pm.

Tawau, has given me a lot of childhood and youth's memories. Those memories are come from my family members, schoolmates and church friends. Really thanks them because they play important role in building my life, my history and my character.

Now, when talk about my hometown, Tawau, Nostalgic would be the suitable word to match it. It let me think back a lot of things.

TAWAU=NOSTALGIC

I miss the bed damn much.
Big and comfortable.
Can sleep soundly!

Woke up so early in the morning.
It seems like wanna rain.
Thunder keep voicing out, wind keep blowing strong...

Both of my eyes get infect.
I don know when are they going to recover.
It's swelling and really pain.

First time in my whole life,
I was attacked by the Conjunctivitis.
My right eye is swelling and so painful.
It was believed that the infection is sprat by my roommate who is also infected 3 days ago.
Dr ask me to rest for this 2 days, he gave me MC.


Tonight, I'm not going to rehearsal due to the infection.
Must cherish the time to do thesis tonight.

Wanted to go eat porridge.. wanted to go with my bf to dinner.
Happy that he accept my invitation...

Finally, i had done my performance..
it was the largest full-length contemporary dance production that i join in my university life (and also my 23 years old life).
i was so happy to meet all of my course mates and my lecturers.
i gain a lot of experience in this 3 years.
not only in term of dance experience and knowledge,
but the life experience and knowledge at here as well.
very thanks to you, God.
before this i really dont know why are you God arrange me to come here..
but i know that God you have your own plan n know that u will lead my future.
for now, i really dono wht will happen in the future,
but i know that as long as i invite u Lord to enter into my life
and i sure that Lord u will guide me and accompany me to finish the journey of my life,
until i go to the heaven and meet u again.

after the performance, i captured lots of pics with friends and lectures..
Happy to see them coming to watch us perform..
tmr is the last show!
JIA YO!
i must do the BEST!!

Dear, miss u so much...

Had a smooth preview today..
but we viewed it as first show =)
although i did a bit mistakes
but i believe that i will do the bestl tmr night!
Gd luck to the show for tmr night n Sunday night dear!

Dear Jesus, please give me healthy to dance n have a calm emotion to perform tmr night.
thanks you God, u hear my pray. In Jesus name i pray, Amen.

Too bad! I keep on sleeping again..
how come like this???
body lack of oxygen?
drinking less of water??
my room mate said got too much asid inside my body..
how to neutralize it?
i only know that i should drink lots of water!!

later have to bump in to theater.
feel so excited and anxious.
have to do my thesis now!!!!!

German vocab become more and more
Words that i should memorize getting increase
It seems difficult, but i trust myself that i can master them!
and my dear thesis, i dono whether i can bring u to the A level or not
but i promise u to pass across the bridge from the scary and lonely atmosphere.
Dear ME, i know u can do it!
Lets strive for the last semester!!!

Can't wait to see u...

Don hv any class today.
Can concentrate on my thesis writing.
While thesis'ing', lots of things keep floating in my mind.
Thus, i came here to help my brain jot down things she wanna do after submit the thesis.

Eat: Pizza, Pasta, Pancake tht i fry myself, my bf promise to bring me go Kepong eat eat..
Shops: KLCC, 'Cow Car Water', IKEA, watch movies..
Sport: Swimming, Badminton
Travel: Kampar, Melaka, Genting..

oh ya! Nearly forget.. i must buy a gift to my informant.
Thanks tht he gv lots of his information to me.

Last but not least, thanks dear lord u always accompany me in my thesis writing.

SLEEPY has defeated my willpower.
Every part, every stage of my body progressed slowly.
PSYCHO MOTOR seems not well function.
EYES keep staring to one direction.
BLANK!!!

Need ur comfort, pamper, accompaniment...
Miss u.

surprisingly!!!
my bf starts blogging..
hmm...although it is just his first 2 days blogging
but i just cant stop to read n read n read n read n read...
happy tht he mention abt me in his blog... ^_^

stomach ache for a few days
no matter wht i eat,
the food keep fighting to each other inside my stomach...
wht problem with u my dearly stomach..??
headache some more..
hope tht tmr it will get better.

I hurt my pelvis joint again..
terrible pain..
cant do side split..
i promise myself to rest more after the Contact Performance..

Dear, I miss you.

2nd German test i improve a lot..
first time i was only get 24/30.
but the 2nd time i get the 2nd highest mark 28.5/30
i was so happy..

hmm..tmr is my chapter 3 presentation..
dono wht will happen tmr..

Still the same problem..
My performance in dance rehearsal not really well.
and dont really know why today i was so blur.
it seems like my brain cannot function..
feel inferior again.

Thesis..chapter 3 i havent finish..
this friday is the chapter 3 presentation..
am i able to finish it by tmr??
i need to meet my supervisor b4 i present my chapter 3..

Lord, please guide me, i really need u dear lord.

morning practice.
is my dance skill improve?
i dono..but i just know tht i still cant dance coordinately.

night practice.
cant get the dance move so well..
very blur of it.
i did learn the new movement from them.
i also tried to catch up..
but why they still saying tht 'some ppl come in late n don learn new steps".
are they saying me?
i do care how ppl think of me..
i always wanna do the best to others
but i have my limitation...
started feel inferior again.

你说你要提早回家扫墓..
我不能逼你..我能理解你对家人的忠诚与衷心..
但,我还是很想你来看我的演出..
没办法..我就是不小心喜欢上一个太爱家人的男人..
回家吧,时间也许能冲淡我的失望..

captured lots of photos last night at MPA2.
After the MPA2, my roommate said wanna go cafe drink "Western Tea".
But once i reach the destination (TTDI),
i only know the cafe they mention is a BAR,
and the so called 'Western Tea' is beer..
oh, on tht moment, i knew tht they will back late..
next time i wont follow them anymore..

slept late last night..
therefore woke up late this morning..
had miss my breakfast..
tmr breakfast is roti canai!
i must wake up earlier to eat.

besides sleep, i just sit in front of my laptop to do thesis n online.
although my body not move much
but i still feel the muscles pain,
cause of the new movement for the last night rehearsal..

strive for thesis tonight..

今天有股很重的感触..
看见自己的朋友..
在最需要同伴的陪伴,帮助及支持的时候,
自己却无能为力..自己也搞不好自己的难处..
唯有以拥抱, 来给于大家力量..
虽然，有难处的是别人..
但是，他们的难处，传染到自己..
泪水也慢慢的涌出来了..

朋友，在不知不觉中，我已爱上你们了..
朋友，我们一定要一起毕业..

met my informant today..
i get some new information from him..
hopefully the info could help out my thesis..

tmr is my German 2nd exam..
tonight n tmr morning i just wanna focus on my German study..
Dear me, Jia Yo!!

heard a bad news today..
thesis submission day had shifted to an earlier time for 10 days..
now we still got 1 month to go..
i still got 3 chapter haven't start,
and 2 chapter are still in the correction..

God, please help me..

finish the fucking show..finally!!!
i did my best..
i do care wht others think of me..

i get sick..sore throat..

back to coll..think abt thesis again..
i feel like wanna escape..
but reality is reality..

i miss my dear so much..
last night, he treat me so nice..
i was too sleepy after bath and my hairs were still wet..
he helped me to dry my hairs with a towel..
he is so nice..
thank God to let me met such a nice bf..
i feel so happy to have him..
i miss you so so much..