times fly. 2 weeks gone.
and i spend my 2 weeks damn meaningfully.
Perlis, although is a very small state, but there're lots of places to go.
and another thing, that i do everyday and i wont miss to do it...guess wht??
I miss my dearly Jarod PCS so so so much...

When you say that you feeling not comfortable because of the reason that the girl is not around, i wish tht the girl that you mention is me, seems very sweet~~how lucky is that girl..
am i the girl that you mention???

dear, love you, miss you. muackss.

Your birthday just pass...you are 25!! =)

5 hours and 30 minutes more...im leaving to Perlis.
Dear, I'll be missing you...very very much..

Love you.

.

what I've done today?
wash tons of clothes, bed sheets and blanket. wash toilet. mop my room. and do mask after bath.

dear, I miss you.

knowing that you're leaving to Bandung...
knowing that im gonna miss you like crazy...
knowing tht im gonna feel so lonely...

At last, he bought an iPhone 4. from his action, purposely woke up so early to go klcc and queue up for several hours just to get the phone, i knew that he'd been waiting it for so long and very DESPERATE dy. and, he was very excited when the phone reach on his hand. the sense of accomplishment, the excitement at the moment, i can feel that as well. His excitement make me happy.

Dear, I'm happy for you too. ^_^

我今天很累。身体状况欠佳。
下雨天，适合在家疗养的时刻。

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Weekend end fast. What I did during the weekend? Saturday morning eat, afternoon eat. Night eat. Sunday morning eat, afternoon eat night eat. Gosh, I spend my weekend by just eating eating and eating. Argh.... I want to sweat sweat sweat. I wanna go play badminton....

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PCS, 我爱你。: )

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Time flies. My holiday at KK almost come to the end. Well, still got 2 days holiday to enjoy. I can't wait to Malacca.

It's time to sleep. Good night.

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4 year anniversaries. Enjoy the time that we'd spend together.
Not happening today, but I'm very satisfy.

但现在，心- 酸痛。父神，你晓得原因。恳求你给我坚强的心。

再多8小时，启程到亚庇。心情指数却是个问号。

nvr been here for some times..
i took flight back to hometown last saturday, to celebrate grandpa birthday, and had dinner at night.
but the next day, sunday morning, i gotta come back to kl.
although time spending together with my family including those back from oversea very less, but it was a meaningful gathering.

take care everyone of you.

my toes...it's painful.
when did i hurt it? i dont know...
i cant demi my toes...
it getting serious....
it's hurt~

cant walk properly...=(

Newly born little browny - HTC DESIRE.
Love it so much.

Motorola L6, thanks for accompany me for almost 5 years.
Take a good rest dear.

knowing that you are recovering from your sickness, Im so happy.
thanks god.

love u dear.

他生病了。我不懂要为他做什么。我尽量把最真的关爱献给他。
夜已深，他还没冲凉。叫他去冲凉已有数次，他不要。
他要换衣服，我帮他拿新的一件衣服给他换。
再次，叫他冲个凉。想着让他有干净的身体才好好休息睡觉。
他却大声说我 “我不舒服，怎么冲凉？”
当时，我心如刀割！心情也很不好。想对他发脾气。
但我没有。便给了那件衣服，不再理他了。
回到房间，自己默默地哭。
我只是想给予多一些关怀，但却被他大声说我。
好痛，好酸。酸的滋味，好难受。

父神，SEONG 他生病了，呕吐。求你医治他。好让他的病能快点好起来。阿们。

前一个舞蹈练习被拉伤了筋。
这次伤的还蛮厉害的。因为，伤的部位是旧伤。
站着跳一个小跳，都已很痛！
今天走路也特别小心。今天去排练也不敢做大动作。
但还是很痛。

想过放弃这次的表演，
但是，我不可不负责任。

跳舞开始前，我已跟一位团友说我的情况。。
但他说“伤了更要热身拉筋。”
我很无助。。。这件伤事，只有自己可以帮到自己。
她也不了我的状况。。算了，跟她说等于弄到我自己更讨厌她。

今天跳舞，我暗暗地哭。。。
很痛~

I am waiting for you to come back.
I love you.
=)

More than a week, my red-eye syndrome (conjunctivitis) have not fully recovered. My vision become blurred. Eyes cannot bear the light. Lots of discharge ( something like sands) in my eyes. Eyes power had been deepened. It's very uncomfortable. People said if you want to treat your eyes good, dont buy cheap sunglasses at pasar malam. Therefore, to treat my eyes better, i bought a pair of branded sunglasses today (Amporio Armani). Is my decision right? I dont know...hopefully my eyes recover as soon as possible.....

once again the Bacteria Conjunctivitis attack me.
went to clinic this morning.
Dr force me to take 2 days leave because it could spread through air.

There're 2 things that made me feel so excited today.
1st, this morning, b4 my bf go to work, he come to me and see my eyes.
he saw my eyes got some ExCrEmEnT, then he took some tissue paper to wipe it gently...
i feel so sweet....
2nd, he knew that i love to eat 3 things in psr mlm- uncle bob, lo bak gou n tau fu fa tong yuen. i think he went to psr mlm right after he finish playing his badminton. he didn't buy uncle bob n lo bak gou for me cuz he don want me to be so fat n those things are too oily which are not good for health. thus the only thing he can buy is tau fu fa tong yuen. he know i love it, so he bought it for me n put it on the table. so that i got something to eat after back from musical performance.
so sweet..............

i know u love me dear.
thanks god gv me such a good lover.

He bought me LO BAK GOU,
he bought me TAU FU FA TONG YUEN,
he thought of me,
he miss me.

I love you dear. Thank you so much.
God, thanks for giving me the chance to have such a good couple.

剩下3天的时间了，‘我们’ 音乐剧即将要出炉。至今，乃是没办法演完整个音乐剧的演出。因为，技术上出了问题。我开始有紧张了。但是，我相信技术人员及其他的crew也尽力工作,把最好呈现给大家。
但是，今天令我最不满意的人，就是其中一位主角，不敢说他不认真，但是就是讲个不停,不提高警惕。呈现的日子越来越靠近，但是就是抱着玩玩的心情。真得很想当场刮一巴掌下去。
接下来的彩排天，我一定要加油。千万千万不可以轻敌。一定要专注，不可分心。

剩下4次的彩排。。。但是， ‘他们’ 还是搞不好。映幕更换，道具更换还是非常非常的糟糕！！
今天，自己彩排也非常不好。忘记动作，身体与道具之间的协调不好，再加上换了一些些的动作，位置。。。整体上来说，我觉得我今天是非常地烂。

孜啊孜,就算这台音乐剧不出色，闷且平乏无味，但是一定要呈现最好的给观众。
还要再专注，别分心！！！

everyone become more thin, but my size become bigger and bigger, fatter and fatter, fats and meats become flabby, until it can be cooked to a delicious dish.

arghh....i wanna be slim, slim and slim. everytime just know how to talk, but no action. aiksss....

if continue like that, no more nice clothes for me to wear, no more sexy wear, no more 'ban leng leng'...

今天 KITA 彩排非常不好。。。
好多好多的差错。。。
忘记动作，更衣更发慢条斯理，舞中裤破。。。
不喜欢今天的我。。。
讨厌！

不行，我呀我，一定要加油。
虽然这次舞台剧没什么特别，但我要表现到最好给在乎我的人。

Yes! School Holiday! I holiday as well !!

Friends, wish you guys have a successful performance.

Tmr morning flight to Phuket. It's my first time go overseas. And it's my first time take flight with my bf. However, I don't feel any nervous or excited. Maybe I take flight too often?? ha..dont know..

Tmr night, mommy is coming to KL. But i manage to meet her after i back from Phuket on this Sunday.

Anyway, I pray that God Father take good care not only of me, but my mom who is coming to KL tmr night, my brother who accompany mom and the dancers who are performing on this Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

it should be noisy now...
but the noisiness turn into the mute status...
no one argue with me, no one let me disturb and bully...
the whole room only got the breathe sound of the computer, the ceiling fan, word typing sound and the air-con as well...

you have reached kampar peacefully...
im waiting for u to come back.

again!! it was not the first time...but the 3rd times...
today, i took bus to a place.
i was thinking something in my mind..
the bus stop at the destination, but i didn't get down..
when the bus almost start to leave the bus stop,
only i realize that i hv reach tht place.
"ring~" then get out from the bus..

the same things happened when i took lrt to tmn paramount.
i was thinking something in my mind...
when the lrt doors 'alarm' rang for the first time(to indicate that the doors are going to close soon),
i only realized tht i hv reach tht station,
then stand up and run to escape from the lrt.

second time happened when i took lrt from tmn paramount.
i suppose to stop at kelana jaya which is the last station.
it is just only 2 station away from tmn paramount.
but i straight away went out from tht train after it reached a station.
i still didn't realise tht i went out too early until i walk near to the stairs.
i was thinking 'eh, how come the stairs were different?"
then i only realised that i was at tmn bhg and havent reach kelana jaya yet.
therefore, i wait for the next train again.

too much to think inside my mind until i dont know where was i.....
what did i think? i dont know..haha..

I am not as what you think.
I, still the same.
Things didn't change.
Friend, don't think too much.
Your brain muscles is too tight.
Let go something that are useless.
Once you came, must find me.
Let's have some drink and a relaxing chit-chat.

我最爱的歌后，
我最想听到的声音-歌喉宏亮，
我最想看到的她-魅力四射，
终于在她的演唱会，经历到了，
阿密特（张惠妹）演唱会劲到爆！

24年来，第一次参加一个实力派歌后的演唱会，
兴奋，满心支持。
我不是所谓的忠实FANS。
也不是沉迷于娱乐圈。
却是，希望有实力的你，不断地走下去。加油！

Tired. Would like to sleep.
Speed of teaching very slow today...

我，临教，
所以，昨天校长评我教课。
她赞我教课方法很好。
兴奋。

今天，几年不见的大姑从槟城下来吉隆坡，
同时，三姑和姑丈也从斗湖过来，
约了一起去吃晚餐，
吃餐，聊天。
‘丰富’的团聚。。。

第一次独自一人看电影。
感觉还不错嘛!

《初恋红豆冰》, 本地歌手的电影作品。
故事情节，都带出马来西亚的风味，马来西亚华人文化。
我呀,当然会再看第二次。
因为，我知道，大马华人在马来西亚搞艺术是很辛苦的。
而且，也有可能是亏着的。

今天真的好累。一直都爱睡觉。

my pupil vomit in the class...
it's my first time to mop all of the things that vomit by the kid...
hahaha...of course feel very disgusting la!!
but wht to do? have to clean up myself lo~
and keep spraying the class by using the dettol refresher...hahaha...!!
luckily the school provide the refresher for every class,
if not i will vomit straight away in the class as well =P

好累的一天
练舞的心情也很低落
不懂为什么
我是怎么了？

脚筋好痛~ 真的好痛~ =(

Tiring day..
Depressed, the moment I dance.
Could not understand why.
What's wrong with me?

tendons hurt...it's very painful.

Now I only realized that i don't like to criticize and tease people.
Saw that my friends critiques people blindly (I think I've been critique by them as well).
I feel tired, and don't feel like want to bother you all.
And I feel disappointed because I never think that you guys are such a person.
critiques people, you guys don't feel tired?
It makes me started to hate you guys.
Oh No~ HOW???

心情不好的我,
听了圣歌后,
慢慢好转...

I feel bad.
After listening to the hymns,
get better...

sleepy day...
went to church sleepy..
go to dance sleepy..
but after came back home dont feel sleepy already...

muscles pain...here pain there pain...
walk like an old woman...

Tired..
just finish bath after came back from dance class.
when the class started, it was very cold. i was so lazy. dont have the heart to practice.
I feel that i become lazy and lazy. sometimes, i was thinking that am i really like to join the dance class....

today my mood is very dry. feel that i hv no goal in my life..
i would like to get drunk until i become unconscious.....

知越多，痛越深。
至今，才知道，你是我相信，在乎，很重视的一位朋友。
对不起，我不想怀疑你。
我发觉了一些事情，问了你，看来你有事情瞒着我。
我心疼。但我不追问，这是你的自由。相信你也有自己的原因。
也许，我不是你信任及重视的其中一位朋友吧。
对自己太失望了。
今天，知道的一样东西，原来我是这么的差劲。

Surprise!!
I received a call, I've been selected to the KITA musical.
Excited? Worry? Both also have.
Excited because I can make new friends and meet old friends, get new experience and most important is $$$$...
Worry because I don't know how to deal with my school during the performance. Besides, $$$ is limited.. why? ask the government, why a new teacher have to wait at least 3 months only can get back all of the salary.
Anyway, "see one step, walk one step".

Early morning, I woke up early.
Thus, he kissed my face. Then only go to work.
Feel so sweet~

Teacher's Office has politics!
Apparently, where ever we go, the political issues are still there.

Sunday, as usual go to church.
but the special thing about this Sunday is it's my first time to join the praise team at the church here. Even-though the feeling was weird but I was so happy that i have the opportunity to sing in the Sunday service.

Afternoon, meet my brother and dad at KLCC. Had lunch at Sushi King. Although I was damn full after the meal but we continue drinking at Starbuck Coffee.

Quite tired after went out. REST~

整个身子状况不好。
心，眼，手，脚，耳，口都不到。
怪怪的。

今晚，你回乡。
我，独处，一人。
现在，已有不舍心情。

今晚，周六，我会是怎样度过？更寂寞。。。
有你在的时候，有时也会寂寞，但是有你的身影陪伴着我。
原来，我不要求什么，只是要你时刻在我身边。

爱人，小心驾驶。记得买炸丸回来吃。

The feeling came again. I don‘t like that feeling.
At first, he came to take me home. However, because I got something to do, so I had to tell him to go back first.
Task is completed, it's late night and would like to ask him to come and pick me up. However, I don't dare to call him to come out fetch me back. Therefore, I had to wait for someone else.

One person asks me, 'Why are you still here? '
I said, 'waiting someone to fetch me back. '
She said, 'Your boyfriend then? '
I said, 'He's at home. '
She said, 'Why don't you ask him to come and pick you back? '
I said, 'too late, and don't want to trouble him.'
She said, 'He is your boyfriend ah. He won't worry to let you alone at outside?? '
I said, 'He used to pick me up, but the task is with me and do not know when will the task being completed. I cannot ask him to wait for me. Therefore have to tell him to go home first. '
She said, 'Although it's late but I also ask my boyfriend to fetch me, and now he is coming to fetch me ah! Nothing what. No need embarrassed. '
I said, 'I do not know how to explain. '
She said, 'Nothing de la, starting is like that one.'
I said, 'We have been together for more than 3 years, not just started.'
She said, 'Ha!! 3 years already still like that!?!?'
I smiled and said, 'I know his style.'
She said, 'Stop here, and have to go now. Bye.'

After that, I did sms him. Knowing that he was sleeping. Anyway, i was just trying and didn't hold any glimpse of hope (even though I would like him to come). 5 minutes, I didn't receive his msg. Know the answer. But I didn't blame him. I knew that he's tired from the whole day working and gym.

Sometimes, as a girlfriend, I really don't know how to communicate with my partner. Before say something out, I have to think not once not twice, but think many times whether should I or shouldn't I. I really don't know. As a girlfriend, may I know how to live together? Of course, help each other when there're some difficulties. Share something with each other. But sometimes, i really do not know things that i work out are correct or not.
Sometimes, I have to be independent. What is the definition of independent? Settled by our-self no matter the situation is safety or not?

3am... have to sleep. But I don't feel like want to sleep.
Dear, I love you.

Rapid KL U84 is SUCKS~!!!
Im gonna phone to the Rapid KL office and complain it tmr morning.

Sunday morning, as usual, walk to the church.
Cool breeze was blowing towards me, feeling cool, fresh.
What does God wanted me to learn?
Through the speaker's preach, knowing that God wanted me to drill my prayers.
Although the speaker was very long-winded, but it was a meaningful preach to me.
God Father do not let me to become a spiritual dumb.
Thank God, letting me know how prayer is, the right prayer.

the 'today' is going to an end soon.
wht had i done?
wash clothes, online, play facebook, sleep....
again, a decadent day!

tonight, ballet class...
im very lazy...
but have to force myself to go.

Dear, sorry for the rude that i put on you last night.
I don't know why my temper was so bad.
Knowing that you love and care of me.
You knew that i didn't have my dinner and straight away go to dance class.
You purposely bought KFC for me to eat after my practice.
But i speak so loud to you. I felt guilty.
But my guiltiness cant compare to your sadness and the brokenness of your heart.
I know it's hurt. Dear, sorry. I don't know how to compensate...
I know no matter how or what i do, it wont replace the hurt of ur heart.
Because i know the hurt is already forever there. I knew the feeling.
Is my wrong.

time flies.
still, you love me.
a question keep appear in my mind.
what has made you love me?
love you too, dear.

友人说，

为什么女人是感性的
因为女人是重感情的动物

因为女人是重感情的动物
所以女人是很感性的

了解，也赞同。
最近发决自己还蛮有感性的，
最后发掘原来自己是重感情的。

重感情的我，
发觉原来自己是这么的感性。

今天跟一个家乡的朋友在网上聊天。聊到对人生的看法。

当你觉得不美丽时，就要自己创造美丽。
新鲜感？很多人在对人事物产生厌倦时，新鲜感慢慢会减少。
反而对新的人事物感到特别的有兴趣。
但是很多人都不会想到，在厌倦的时侯，从中找出新鲜感。
因为新鲜感是自己创造的，是彼此给彼此。不需要找出新的人事物来产生新鲜感。
听起来还蛮有道理。

事业重要，但是爱情更重要？
听说爱情会左右你全部。。。
没有爱情，事业就很烦闷。
因为没有你爱的人欣赏你。。。是吗？
但是，我本身认为，在工作上感到厌烦干燥，
爱情是可以点缀干燥厌烦的心情。
怪不得，很多人都说情是甜的。

朋友也告诉我说，
如果还没有全心的爱对方，也不能够为他人守身
那么你别让对方爱的自己那么深，因为这是慢性折磨，很残忍的
因为放不开的是对方不是你自己。
角色交换，自己想起来，也是一样放不开。
讲得还蛮有道理。

My heart is not comfortable. It contains words that unable to say out and don't really know how to say. Several drop of tears on the surface, but cry miserably deep inside the heart.

Actaully I got many things to write, but i dono what to write.
Brain cannot function well. Empty brain.
Just know that my soul is not in me now.
The whole day, just pass like that...argh...........

世事让人沉醉在忙碌中
休日让人能够好好呆在家
沉醉在音乐的音符里头
音符是这么的美丽

Works make people immerse into the busy world.
Holidays, let people rest at home, comfortably and,
immerse into the music notes.
They are such a beautiful friend.

Everyday OT.....
But no pay.....
What can i do?

Dear, miss you.

More and more things to do.
More and more responsibility to undertake.
More and more burden to carry.
More and more things to worry.
More and more tired that I get.
Fewer and fewer smiling on my face.

Seems lots of things to do.
But where should I start?
The whole system is very messy.
It screwed me up.
Systematic, where are you?
Have to plan on my own way.
Tmr a better day, hopefully.

1 more ppl quit.
I'm replacing her position-HR.
I was so happy in the beginning.
But then, can I do it?
Everything about the office and the hostel is related with my post.
Anyway, just do my best.

Atmosphere in the company is too serious.
I hate it.
Can't gasp for a breath.
Mood is tensed up.

One more ppl quit.
Who is the next?
When is my turn?

It makes me tired.

Grown up. Lots of worries come naturally.
Tomorrow, a new day. Come another worry.

Suddenly feels like I'm a kid,
wanted to be protected by the beloved person.
The feeling of being protected is warmth.
Hope to be protected for a lifetime, can I?

Weak started, I am..

Actually today i very good mood de...but who knows, the big monkey (boss) make me angry again. First thing, i told him that a client has already reply the mail. then he ask me to print it out. I was thinking, why cant he just open the mail and read?? ok fine. I go and print it out... was morning time. then i keep reminding him that we hv to reply the mail. then he said, wait first. later he will settle. then i wait lo.

evening, he got an urgent mail, he ask me to print out the invoice n a document that a customer sent him. then i try to use my comp, but my comp cant read pdf file. so i go to the other comp. but the comp is very slow. and the fucker monkey say, faster is urgent. then i say, is downloading! and printing. then he ask me, ur comp cant dl meh?? i said my comp cant read pdf file ah!!! then he wait lo...then i printed 1 invoice. n another doc is in the process of printing. then he ask, 1 page only meh? another one leh??? with a loud sound and panic bool dog face look.. then i said, is printing, printing, in the process...the comp slow. invoice tht i gv him, he didnt say thank u. fine lo. mana tau, i printed the 2nd doc and gv him, he just take n do his things. NIA MA... thank you pun tak ada. i really wanna fuck him. if it's urgent dont hope ppl to do things for u. do it urself! why ask others to print? i know tht the doc is urgent for u and i also do my best fast fast la...
talk back the mail tht a client reply since morning, i also keep reminding him n ask him to reply, still say havent see la...this la tht la. fucker, wait until back time only started to see wht's the problem n fix it. when he know tht i wanna back, he ask me to wait..said tht he is fixing the doc n ask me to email it to the client. fucker... really no brain. still wanna send it to my computer n from my computer email to the client. since i shut down my computer, i straight away go to his seat, use his computer to upload it to the mail then email to the customer. easy n fastest think also cannot think!!!

Since young, I wonder why all of those young adults waste their money to buy the facial product. To me, I dont believe it really helps to smoother and moisturize our face. And i disagree that this is the only way to maintain the facial skin. I dont know whether is it true that when every girls, ladies or woman reach the certain age, they will started to take care of their facial skin.

Unluckily, I also one of them. Argh........ I keep looking for those skincare products such as Skin Food, Beauty Diary Mask, The Face Shop, The Skin L@b, L'occitane etc. Lots of brand and i dont know which one should i choose. Lately, lots of ppl mentioning about a facial skin care product from Japan, Hada Labo. Well, what i need now is moisturize my face. Furthermore, Hada Labo can be find in every Guardian Pharmacy shop and yet it's cheap. Thus i try it lo.....cuz try no harm ma!!

This is how i look when i use the mask

mask that i bought

Hada Labo Range of Skincare Product
http://www.hadalabo.com.my

Well, this is my first time using facial care product in my whole life. Unbelievable that i will use it.

First day of the year 2010.

wht's so special abt today? well, to me it's nothing special..just a new start of the year 2010. everyone talking abt new year new dream. wht's my dream? i dont know. but wht i did for the 1st day of the year 2010 is pay a stylist (Centro Hair Saloon @ The Garden Shopping Mall) to cut my hairs. it's the first time i go to saloon cut my hairs after i came to kl for 3.5 years. New year new hairs style is wht i present to myself for the new year. even though my hairs style is not much different as b4, but i love it so much. Satisfy.

Entrance of The Centro Hair Salon

Voucher that i get after i cut my hairs