Last night, drank Milo as my dinner.
Why, because I really got no money.
The last RM15 that I have,
already paid for the fee of a workshop last night.
argh~
Today, i need to go out buy a gift for my informant..
spend money again..haih~
bank not much money dy..
From now on, i really need to tie up my stomach to live...

Tmr is the final exam of German level 1.
I know I can do it!

Dear, I miss you very much.
Can't wait to see you..
not because of the compensation tht u asked me to do...
but is really my inner voicesss...
Dear, I love you.

this morning i went to church.
God answered my question..
through the mouth of the Pastor.
Thanks God.

Actually, i no need to worry all of it.
Just follow to God. Invite and let Jesus enter into my heart.
Have faith in dear lord You..Everything is possible.

Every stage of growing process has its own worry.
Undergraduates student hope to get a good job after graduate..
Adults hopes to have a stable job and earn more n more money..
Middle age ppl hope to have a good health.
Oldies started to worry abt where they go after die....
Human is really 'fan jin'.. once they achieved wht they hope b4,
satisfaction no more and feel insecure..
then pursue to the higher level to protect themselves and to win..
yes, it is good to develop ourselves and improve ourslevesss..
but 平凡 is gd enough..to me.....no hurt...................

im sorry God cuz i always use my own way
to do my things, to settle my things..
very seldom to invite u to enter into my businessss..
and sometimes even forgot abt dear lord Jesus..
But i knew that Jesus you will forgive me
cuz u still and always love me,
and it's still not late to work for it now........

thanks god u always be with me..
u remind me from your words..
"I have told you this so that through me you may have peace. In the world you will have trouble, but be courageous-I have overcome the world!"
[John 16:33]

It is not easy to find a good and stable job in this period.
But the salary is very very low...
Are you going to accept it?
I'm very confuse.. and i don't really know the standard salary.
And I'm not from that field but I'm graduate with degree.
Sometimes, people say,
"u graduate with a degree why u still wanna get a job with low salary?"
should i concern abt it? to me, if i get a stable job,
and the salary is enough for me to feed myself, the rent ,
the transport and buy something to make myself happy..tht's really enough.
Although i thought of having a nice car, nice hse..
but a person like me is impossible "reaching the sky in a single bound".
perhaps, i should learn something from it? 知足?

Lord Jesus, please guide me. Please lead me. I need you. Lord, i believe that you have your own way and plan for ur child May Tzy. Please lead my future pathway. Thank you God you lsiten to your child's prayer. In Jesus name i pray. Amen.

Dear, guess u r now still hanging out with friends..
U r going to Genting Highland.
Have fun there and enjoy ur trip with ur dear friends.
please do let me know ur safety.
i'll pray for u too.
Gd night.

purposely to wake up early in the morning...
reason? eat ROTI CANAI...
7.50am i went down, roti canai finished!!
hai~ so sad.. only left the chu chong fun!

after finished the breakfast, back to my room and sleep again..
oh no! i dreamt abt Jay Chow again!!
strange, i din think of him n not her fans but he always appear in my dream.
this is the 4th time i think.
there're trillian of singer n artist out there,
but he is the only one appear in my dream.
and he call my name..i was shock and happy in tht dream..
cuz he knew my name..wakakak..
ok stop dreaming! back to study.
GERMAN!! IM COMING..

Today i back to college from my bf hse. I took LRT to station university. Took bus back to college. Met my college mates. they also back to college. Thought can comfortably reach college n no need to walk, mana tau when we nearly reach college bus stop, the button in front of me rosak. my college mates did press the button but the bell din ring. she thought the driver knew it n will stop at the bus stop. sekali, the bus stop keep driving to the engine faculty. adui~ pay RM1 walk back to college...