Sunday morning, as usual, walk to the church.
Cool breeze was blowing towards me, feeling cool, fresh.
What does God wanted me to learn?
Through the speaker's preach, knowing that God wanted me to drill my prayers.
Although the speaker was very long-winded, but it was a meaningful preach to me.
God Father do not let me to become a spiritual dumb.
Thank God, letting me know how prayer is, the right prayer.

the 'today' is going to an end soon.
wht had i done?
wash clothes, online, play facebook, sleep....
again, a decadent day!

tonight, ballet class...
im very lazy...
but have to force myself to go.

Dear, sorry for the rude that i put on you last night.
I don't know why my temper was so bad.
Knowing that you love and care of me.
You knew that i didn't have my dinner and straight away go to dance class.
You purposely bought KFC for me to eat after my practice.
But i speak so loud to you. I felt guilty.
But my guiltiness cant compare to your sadness and the brokenness of your heart.
I know it's hurt. Dear, sorry. I don't know how to compensate...
I know no matter how or what i do, it wont replace the hurt of ur heart.
Because i know the hurt is already forever there. I knew the feeling.
Is my wrong.

time flies.
still, you love me.
a question keep appear in my mind.
what has made you love me?
love you too, dear.

友人说，

为什么女人是感性的
因为女人是重感情的动物

因为女人是重感情的动物
所以女人是很感性的

了解，也赞同。
最近发决自己还蛮有感性的，
最后发掘原来自己是重感情的。

重感情的我，
发觉原来自己是这么的感性。

今天跟一个家乡的朋友在网上聊天。聊到对人生的看法。

当你觉得不美丽时，就要自己创造美丽。
新鲜感？很多人在对人事物产生厌倦时，新鲜感慢慢会减少。
反而对新的人事物感到特别的有兴趣。
但是很多人都不会想到，在厌倦的时侯，从中找出新鲜感。
因为新鲜感是自己创造的，是彼此给彼此。不需要找出新的人事物来产生新鲜感。
听起来还蛮有道理。

事业重要，但是爱情更重要？
听说爱情会左右你全部。。。
没有爱情，事业就很烦闷。
因为没有你爱的人欣赏你。。。是吗？
但是，我本身认为，在工作上感到厌烦干燥，
爱情是可以点缀干燥厌烦的心情。
怪不得，很多人都说情是甜的。

朋友也告诉我说，
如果还没有全心的爱对方，也不能够为他人守身
那么你别让对方爱的自己那么深，因为这是慢性折磨，很残忍的
因为放不开的是对方不是你自己。
角色交换，自己想起来，也是一样放不开。
讲得还蛮有道理。

My heart is not comfortable. It contains words that unable to say out and don't really know how to say. Several drop of tears on the surface, but cry miserably deep inside the heart.