他生病了。我不懂要为他做什么。我尽量把最真的关爱献给他。
夜已深，他还没冲凉。叫他去冲凉已有数次，他不要。
他要换衣服，我帮他拿新的一件衣服给他换。
再次，叫他冲个凉。想着让他有干净的身体才好好休息睡觉。
他却大声说我 “我不舒服，怎么冲凉？”
当时，我心如刀割！心情也很不好。想对他发脾气。
但我没有。便给了那件衣服，不再理他了。
回到房间，自己默默地哭。
我只是想给予多一些关怀，但却被他大声说我。
好痛，好酸。酸的滋味，好难受。

父神，SEONG 他生病了，呕吐。求你医治他。好让他的病能快点好起来。阿们。

前一个舞蹈练习被拉伤了筋。
这次伤的还蛮厉害的。因为，伤的部位是旧伤。
站着跳一个小跳，都已很痛！
今天走路也特别小心。今天去排练也不敢做大动作。
但还是很痛。

想过放弃这次的表演，
但是，我不可不负责任。

跳舞开始前，我已跟一位团友说我的情况。。
但他说“伤了更要热身拉筋。”
我很无助。。。这件伤事，只有自己可以帮到自己。
她也不了我的状况。。算了，跟她说等于弄到我自己更讨厌她。

今天跳舞，我暗暗地哭。。。
很痛~

I am waiting for you to come back.
I love you.
=)

More than a week, my red-eye syndrome (conjunctivitis) have not fully recovered. My vision become blurred. Eyes cannot bear the light. Lots of discharge ( something like sands) in my eyes. Eyes power had been deepened. It's very uncomfortable. People said if you want to treat your eyes good, dont buy cheap sunglasses at pasar malam. Therefore, to treat my eyes better, i bought a pair of branded sunglasses today (Amporio Armani). Is my decision right? I dont know...hopefully my eyes recover as soon as possible.....

once again the Bacteria Conjunctivitis attack me.
went to clinic this morning.
Dr force me to take 2 days leave because it could spread through air.

There're 2 things that made me feel so excited today.
1st, this morning, b4 my bf go to work, he come to me and see my eyes.
he saw my eyes got some ExCrEmEnT, then he took some tissue paper to wipe it gently...
i feel so sweet....
2nd, he knew that i love to eat 3 things in psr mlm- uncle bob, lo bak gou n tau fu fa tong yuen. i think he went to psr mlm right after he finish playing his badminton. he didn't buy uncle bob n lo bak gou for me cuz he don want me to be so fat n those things are too oily which are not good for health. thus the only thing he can buy is tau fu fa tong yuen. he know i love it, so he bought it for me n put it on the table. so that i got something to eat after back from musical performance.
so sweet..............

i know u love me dear.
thanks god gv me such a good lover.

He bought me LO BAK GOU,
he bought me TAU FU FA TONG YUEN,
he thought of me,
he miss me.

I love you dear. Thank you so much.
God, thanks for giving me the chance to have such a good couple.

剩下3天的时间了，‘我们’ 音乐剧即将要出炉。至今，乃是没办法演完整个音乐剧的演出。因为，技术上出了问题。我开始有紧张了。但是，我相信技术人员及其他的crew也尽力工作,把最好呈现给大家。
但是，今天令我最不满意的人，就是其中一位主角，不敢说他不认真，但是就是讲个不停,不提高警惕。呈现的日子越来越靠近，但是就是抱着玩玩的心情。真得很想当场刮一巴掌下去。
接下来的彩排天，我一定要加油。千万千万不可以轻敌。一定要专注，不可分心。