midnight..
never been here for a very long time.
don't feel like wanna sleep. but i'm sleepy..

back to my house which is not belongs to me..
feels like a bit empty inside my heart..
maybe because of less ppl coming back here? or maybe i can't see him?

live with him around 1 month..
although it was a short period, but..
i get use to the environment where the place filled with his smell, his footprint, his shadow..
i was not feeling alone or empty inside my heart when i was in his hse..
even he was not around for hours, day, days..
just because of his smell, his footprint, his shadow..

until the day i go to heaven..
am i still have the chance to see him again?
heaven, a place which is full of loves, happiness...
no worries, no sadness, no emptiness...
without him, am i going to be happy in the heaven?

it's late.. gd night dear.