The busy, compact and stressful days finished, FINALLY!
'Contact' the contemporary dance performance has done, thesis has done and already went to bind. The tense release slowly. Now, just waiting for the submission on Friday. These days, i had learn and experienced a lot of things.

During the thesis writing period, i need to go for dance practice and rehearse as well - 'Contact' performance (21 & 22 April) and 'Prince Siddhartha Musical' which held on May. Especially the dance practice n rehearse for the 'Contact', it takes nearly 1 semester to done it. Once the performance had over, there were only 18 days for me to complete my whole thesis. I have to complete it in 10 days because i need to submit the draft to my supervisor, then need to do correction n after tht, thesis binding. that why the time was very very packed.

Last week, my lecturer asked me "Did your bf come to see the 'Contact' performance?" I said no because he need to back to his hometown 'clean the graves'. My lecturer ask 'it takes 2 days to clean. got 2 days, he cannot come back on Sunday n watch u perform??' I keep silent for a while n think, maybe he do it on Sunday so he cant back on time. But there was a show on Saturday night! I find excuse for myself if he back after my performance, it might be very late to reach his hometown. Then, i told my teacher that he got see my other performance like PTUM, choir and the coming soon performance-Prince Siddhartha Musical. My lecturer ask me again 'Were they meaningful to you?' I think and rethink. I keep silent again and just smile with the lecturer.

Frankly, this 'Contact' was a very meaningful performance to me. Most of the audience were touched by it. It talks about the first day we enter UM dance department until the day we submit our thesis n graduate. All of us cry after the last show, because we really appreciate to each other although we do not satisfy to each other sometimes. We did experience lots of difficulties and we knew that we love each other so much especially in this last semester. I really hope that he come to watch me, but he has chosen his family. I don wanna force him n make him feel uncomfortable, maybe he has his own burden too. I din blame him, din press him. because i love him.

Now, everything has pass. I had learn to understand and to accept...