Im so incompetent..
Im so useless.. to him..
apparently..

I wanna try to cook by myself..
he said don waste ur energy.
the heart broke..argh....
he always say think by urself, make desicionby urself...this n tht..
when i wanna try something, decided to do something..
he will pour me cold water!!!!
wht should i do? wht can i do??
i really dono..

yes , i always not in the reality..
always dream dream dream......
always in the dreammm world..
my mind, my thinking is like this 'fejfhkh&Y&^$#&*@fbjxgdkjhdagrw'
very confuse and no direction.