It's Friday! For some of the workers, congrats cuz u have finaly come to the end of the working day. For those who start to work soon, congrats cuz u found a job and make sure to enjoy the holidays as crazy as you can...for those who not working and still looking for jobs, gd luck to u all and may god bless u.

How abt me? I dono whether im now working or ..??
I have a performance which is soon going to be held at IB from 22 till 31 May.
There are 11 performances and only rest 1 day (25th May).
Im paid in tht performance..
but after it, i will be free but still got something to do..
wht to do? looking for a job..
So~ am i working now? i dono...
May God bless me too..and i believe HE will prepare the best for me.

I dont really know should i keep searching for a job or just wait the performance done then only find?? i dono.. If i find now, and called to interview, most probably i will not free cuz i need to bum in to the theatre start from next week until the show end.
hmm... i think i hv to list down wht i want first, then only make the further step after finish the performance..

This few days, i keep thinking of how to live with my bf.
I wanna live with him..try to lighten his work (hsework).
Clean his room, iron his clothes, wash clothes (today i wanted to but there are lots of clothes still hanging there) wash toilet, and cook if possible.......
chat with him and play with him to let him free from the working stress for a moment...
i knew that he is tired after working for the whole day..
i dono wht can i do to him beside theseee.
I feel tht im doing the right things but am i doing things right??
Sometimes i feel that he need a silent moment..but i want him to kacau me, talk with me, care of me and play with me...

Some couples can live together but some not..
Which category should i belong to?
Im suitable for the first category but maybe my partner suitable for the second category...
I think i just only can stay here temporary..
Should I move out as soon as possible?
Im waiting for an answer but the answer is not appear.
Maybe i should move out to learn something that i need to learn..

Actually i got many things to tell him, to let him know..but..
i afraid that when i tell him abt my thinking, he will turn his mood..
besides, i afraid my thinking will affect him..
i don wan to be like this..i know he is tired from working and i don wan him to have the pressure at home too...
therefore, i rather just keep my thinking, my question in my heart.....

Why am i so many things to think ah??