i cry...
tears keep running down on my face.

she suffered a lot after married to that fucker.

This is what my brother told me,

the fucker

1) betray mom's trust. go for other woman, i still remember every time they argue and fight in the "new house".... every time i scared and hide in pillows.

2) he hot tempered, release his angers on me and mom by shouting, breaking plates, throwing glasses, kicking at doors.

3) he never pays for expenses, mom had to work very very late, and sometimes when george has no money, he go office find mom, because of that mom changes jobs very often.... because the boss don't like that.

4) since he never pay, mom has to pay every cents on me and you. and since george go find other woman, no one cares for the house, making grandfather pull back the support and rent the house to other people, the first time he post the "house to let / for rent" mom cried, the whole night. i remember many nights she cries but the next day she have to go work again.... you cannot imagine how sad i was seeing her crying all days.

5) 1 time i saw him throw you on the bed.... mom shocked and cried.

6) 1 time mom woke up in the middle of the night and cried.... i was clueless until now....

7) 1 time he change tayar, i go near he shouted at me, say i block the light....Fucker !

8) 1 time he punch mom on the face, because mom block him go out.

if not him, mom won't stay at Pan's family, everyday suffer grandmother's nagging, grandfather's shouting all that.... she also cannot change job, because last time tawau no one wants her in, afraid of george.

Maybe there are still many things tht i dont know, but mom, your son n daughter will never leave you alone..Mom, i love you.

my mom, she is the greatest woman in the world